I really don't know how long will I be hurt like this....because lola just left me..the only person who doesn't even bother to look at my flaws and mistakes as a person, the only person who appreciates everything about me..understands me even when sometimes people find it hard to. The only person who doesn't waste my everyday 'i love youS '.. the person who treated me unique and incomparable.
I feel that something is lacking in me now, something is missing, like a part of me was taken away and I lost it..like forever..What I am feeling right now.. I just don't want and care about anything anymore, I just want her back that's all(but everything about me and my lola is over and done :,( and that makes me feel very lost )..I feel like no matter what I do, it's too late and it's just..not..the way it should. I feel like everything I do is useless and isn't right.
I miss her love so much.. I know that she isn't mine at all.. in the hands of the Father, she is..'back' in His hands now..and I'm losing her.forever........losing her forever..how would i start a new step without her now.
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