I was just distracted by a Facebook post of a friend, about the passing of a beautiful and talented young man and his friend. I don't know but it seemed to bother me, so I browsed his(the late young man's) fb page and the moment I was in there it was filled with countless honoring, sympathy and sorrow.
Wow, how did this person live his whole life it touches me within, he was only 22 yrs young for heaven's sake and yet thousands and even more people are now crying and mourning for his loss. He's definitely not a celebrity but in the lives of people whom this person was able to demonstrate the true beauty of a man's heart, he's more than just a celebrity. He was a well known walking joy, strength, hope and inspiration.
Forgive me if I was really truly intrigued to see what kind of person he really is. Thank you for the posts he made public, and to tell you the truth I envied this person it was a surprise what he stated the moment he learned about his disease, that moment when the Doctor diagnosed him with leukemia, he said he felt that the time he was healthy was such a blessing and now that he's sick it was an eye-opener, he was so thankful and he declares how much he loves the Lord despite the news. He feels that the Lord's love never left, His embrace becoming tighter and he want to thank the Lord every moment he spent with the people he loves.
Yes, he's just an ordinary young man of his age.
But,
He has the spirit of a strong young man who never gives up life easily and at the same time he knows when to accept defeat and face the truth.
He has made many people smile, and he was admired for his hard work and dedication and even made the people savor his God-given-talent.(He was a great dancer)
This young man must be so at peace and very much fulfilled in his place now.
A life full of compassion.
A life with a lot of struggles and yet filled with gratitude.
A man with beauty and honor.
I pray now for his soul and wherever he is now, I thank him for he inspires a lot of people including me even though his life on earth has just ended.
I personally have not seen this man in real, I haven't talked to him, but I know for sure that his life will continue to be an inspiration to other individuals he crossed roads with.
This is such a unique encounter I've had.
I wish to live my life like he did, be an inspiration to many like he was.
How about us? how do we live our God-given life?
Monday, January 13, 2014
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Love vs. Feelings
I'm writing this because I was confused about the relationship between love and feelings.
I just had meaningful conversation with someone close to me.
I have been aching to hear the lesson and at last I did.
Love
That in loving someone you must encourage one another, and not tolerate each other's bad habits. Yes, accepting the person is sweet but a bad habit of somebody you love could drain you too much and you will get suffocated and eventually exhausted. You'll get back again and it will be like a cycle of that kind of event and we wouldn't want to torture ourselves unless we want to die a martyr. So what do we do? It's time to face the fact that change is something we need if there's something that messes us inside, even if we can take it, if you love yourself, take care of it, don't take it for granted, save it.
Feelings
Insecurities, it's when the person gets really really mad at you when you can do anything you wanna do while he/she feels stuck You fight everytime you went out of his control. and you feel like it's your fault and that the person just crazily loves you that is why he/she's freaking out. Why would someone gets insecure w/ you? hmm.. maybe because you are you..assess yourself. Insecurities brought them the feeling of choking someone they love disguising this as" I'm just so in love with you" where in fact they just hated you because of your status., because you can fly without them, you can succeed on your own, you could be happy on your own.
They would also treat you like you're the one who's selfish while truth is, they are. They want you there with them, they feel the need to control you before you'd be able to learn to live a life without them.
No one has the right to control us, own us and promise us anything..because eternal, unconditional and deepest Love only comes from up high.
Feelings- I will die without you, I couldn't be happy without you, I couldn't live without you.
Love- I will die just for you, I'd be happy for you, I can live without you if you desire it, because I love you.
Feelings- You are selfish
Love- If that is what makes you happy
Feelings- I don't wanna see you anymore
Love- It would be more perfect to see you happier than ever
Feelings-Don't you ever do that
Love- I trust in you
Feelings- I have regrets
Love- I will pray for you
With all his/her feelings toward you,
You think what he/she's doing is because he/she loves you?
You think everything you've been through was your fault?
We are all designed to do such hardwork, designed to dream and make dreams come true,
don't let anyone stop you from becoming who you're supposed to be.
so..
Think twice.
Don't mix and makes mistakes.
Real Love is beyond understanding.
When you find one even in the shortest span of time.
Lucky you. Keep it. He's the one.
I just had meaningful conversation with someone close to me.
I have been aching to hear the lesson and at last I did.
Love
That in loving someone you must encourage one another, and not tolerate each other's bad habits. Yes, accepting the person is sweet but a bad habit of somebody you love could drain you too much and you will get suffocated and eventually exhausted. You'll get back again and it will be like a cycle of that kind of event and we wouldn't want to torture ourselves unless we want to die a martyr. So what do we do? It's time to face the fact that change is something we need if there's something that messes us inside, even if we can take it, if you love yourself, take care of it, don't take it for granted, save it.
Feelings
Insecurities, it's when the person gets really really mad at you when you can do anything you wanna do while he/she feels stuck You fight everytime you went out of his control. and you feel like it's your fault and that the person just crazily loves you that is why he/she's freaking out. Why would someone gets insecure w/ you? hmm.. maybe because you are you..assess yourself. Insecurities brought them the feeling of choking someone they love disguising this as" I'm just so in love with you" where in fact they just hated you because of your status., because you can fly without them, you can succeed on your own, you could be happy on your own.
They would also treat you like you're the one who's selfish while truth is, they are. They want you there with them, they feel the need to control you before you'd be able to learn to live a life without them.
No one has the right to control us, own us and promise us anything..because eternal, unconditional and deepest Love only comes from up high.
Feelings- I will die without you, I couldn't be happy without you, I couldn't live without you.
Love- I will die just for you, I'd be happy for you, I can live without you if you desire it, because I love you.
Feelings- You are selfish
Love- If that is what makes you happy
Feelings- I don't wanna see you anymore
Love- It would be more perfect to see you happier than ever
Feelings-Don't you ever do that
Love- I trust in you
Feelings- I have regrets
Love- I will pray for you
With all his/her feelings toward you,
You think what he/she's doing is because he/she loves you?
You think everything you've been through was your fault?
We are all designed to do such hardwork, designed to dream and make dreams come true,
don't let anyone stop you from becoming who you're supposed to be.
so..
Think twice.
Don't mix and makes mistakes.
Real Love is beyond understanding.
When you find one even in the shortest span of time.
Lucky you. Keep it. He's the one.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
2 years had passed since I wrote to you..
Dear blog,
well, you crossed my mind. :)
First I wanna write about this thing in my head something I really want to share with you and to everyone who will encounter you in the internet.
I'm thinking well.. as I pass through days, months, year or years, I have been learning about the rooms I haven't been to before, these were the rooms of life that was locked up before and now I have opened one and I am currently holding its key.
This room I was able to step inside is designed with different colors, some are red, blue, orange, green, some walls have splashes of paint colored black and beige, one desk, one bed, and 2 closed windows. It suffocates me in some way. So I decided to open the windows and just let the air went in and breathe.
Why do I have the key to this room? I don't understand why I'm here, I was so scared. I thought I should go back to where I was the last time.
I stood ready to leave the room when the wind coming from the 2 windows banged the door in front of me.
It was so sudden that I can't help but look at the windows widely open it was as if I was outside this room the air is going back and forth touching the ends of my skin like it has its very important message.
I spent the hours, days, months and years living in this room. Understanding what it means like to be in a life filled with colors and splashes of paints, a desk to study and learn more and a bed to rest my mind, my heart, my being. I don't totally understand it, maybe because I have to wait for another door to open, I had to find its key.
The air reminds me of a gift I was given just when I was about to be conceived, the breath of life, it's a recognition of who designed me.
The colors are the different emotions I have been to while I walk in the human paths.
the 2 closed windows are my eyes.
the wind are the people who believe in me, trust in me and most of love me.
well, you crossed my mind. :)
First I wanna write about this thing in my head something I really want to share with you and to everyone who will encounter you in the internet.
I'm thinking well.. as I pass through days, months, year or years, I have been learning about the rooms I haven't been to before, these were the rooms of life that was locked up before and now I have opened one and I am currently holding its key.
This room I was able to step inside is designed with different colors, some are red, blue, orange, green, some walls have splashes of paint colored black and beige, one desk, one bed, and 2 closed windows. It suffocates me in some way. So I decided to open the windows and just let the air went in and breathe.
Why do I have the key to this room? I don't understand why I'm here, I was so scared. I thought I should go back to where I was the last time.
I stood ready to leave the room when the wind coming from the 2 windows banged the door in front of me.
It was so sudden that I can't help but look at the windows widely open it was as if I was outside this room the air is going back and forth touching the ends of my skin like it has its very important message.
I spent the hours, days, months and years living in this room. Understanding what it means like to be in a life filled with colors and splashes of paints, a desk to study and learn more and a bed to rest my mind, my heart, my being. I don't totally understand it, maybe because I have to wait for another door to open, I had to find its key.
The air reminds me of a gift I was given just when I was about to be conceived, the breath of life, it's a recognition of who designed me.
The colors are the different emotions I have been to while I walk in the human paths.
the 2 closed windows are my eyes.
the wind are the people who believe in me, trust in me and most of love me.
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